I think I learned......

I had an Ahhh moment today. Sometimes thoughts just click in your head that make a ton of sense. I think that is God speaking to us. But, I digress.....

I was thinking of people in my past whom I want to contact, those whom I have not spoken to in quite some time. I thought about the conflicts we had and how I just want to talk to them or try to explain something to them, or maybe share something that I did not get across the last time we communicated.
But then the thought entered in to my head...

You do not have to try to teach them anything. You do not need to explain yourself. If God wants to teach them something through you, He will. And God will let me know if that is his plan. Other wise, just let it and them and the past go.

Sounds easy, or simple, but if you think about it, that is a pretty heavy statement. That is a lot to let go. Especially if you have felt wronged or taken advantage of.

Well, back to my life I guess. It was a great thought I think.

30....Already??

WOW!
Time has gone so quickly. I know, that sounds cliche, but it is true. I mean I barely remember 20-30. I think I recall more from 15-20?
I do actually feel older this year. I didn't feel that way the past few years, but I really do feel like 30 now.
I never thought I would be where I am at 30. I saw myself in a career I loved, dressing professionally and going to work everyday. What a difference that is from my real life. I stay at home and my professional work clothes are actually t-shirts that I do not mind getting permanently stained. Can you consider making grocery lists part of CEO duties?
I guess maybe...

Well, as my birthday card put it:

Thirty?

It's all a joke until it happens to you.

Bye all~~

Graduation Party 

Judgment and learning....

I guess judgment is left to those who know better? And who knows better? Who can we trust to lead us in the correct direction. I like to think God, but in our society, that is not OK either.
And if you look to the Bible for guidance, you are automatically dismissed as a right wing wacko!?
I mean, if there a happy medium anywhere?
I am looking for a person who can be true and honest, with themselves, and with me. I should laugh at myself just for thinking someone like that even exists. Who knows....Are you out there someone?
So many changes....